hey

hey all,i came home for the weekend,lol stopped in to say hi to my old boss and he asked me if i'd like to come back and work for him,of course i said yes,life is good right now,these last 4 months have been the best in my life,i'll write more tomorrow

job

so i hear tonight that my boss fired me, actually i'd had enough and i chose to quit, i stopped going to work for him staurday morning, the man can't accept the fact that someone that worked for him chose to quit, this is the truth, dude smokes way too much pot,can't i find someone on this island to work for that is normal.troy

books

i'm reading a really good book about the early 60's that takes place in jackson mississippi,it's about the black housekeepers that worked for all the white families, and i tell you what those women basically hated all the white women they had to serve, it's a fascinating book and i really think all you southern women need to read it, it's a first novel by Katherine Stockett called "the help"she's a white women who grew up in jackson,i read it once and turned around and started to readit again and i'm almost done with it,i also just read dan browns new one called the symbol and thats typical dan brown blah blah blah,i'm bring the bible as history with me and dreamland and blaze,the bible as history is great because it shows the archaeology of the bible,dreamland is manhattan in the 1910's and blaze is good murder

hey

well i go in at 9:30 tomorrow morning and i'm really looking forward to this, i just finished packing,i cleaned the house for the tim and did every piece of laundry in the house,showed him how to take care of the papayas and pineapples,picked a bunch of sugar apples to take with and a bag of my papaya seeds, there is enough land up there i figured i'd start an orchard while i'm there,i really hope the tim uses the time i'm gone wisely and stops doing drugs and booze,he's not going to be able to afford alot of either now that he has ALL the bills,i left my aa/na books out for him if he so chooses and he's always known where the meeting house is in town, he's also been told that he's going to have to come up once a week for "therapy" and if my father and oldest younger sister decided to show up as well that would be fine too,lots and lots to talk about.

can't sleep

lol same old same old can't sleep so i cruise the internet, i go to the site i used to post on all the time and i see now from a distance it's the same dumb ass people posting the same dumb ass questions, the why why why questions that have driven me up the wall for 10 years or so,read people, read the old posts before you ask the same dumb ass questions, READ, how many wish they want to livehere and then bore us all to death with their questions that they never took the time to search on and then never move here?

hey

i just switched back the blog comments,i'm not sure what i was doing wrong

hey

well everyone if you followed me on the relocation message board you are quite aware i've been in meltdown mode for the last year and i've finally reached the end of my rope so i leave for rehab tomorrow or wednesday,i decided not to leave island but to go into the village here for 3 to 6 months,i need to cleanse my mind body and soul so i'm looking at this as a spiritual retreat so i can get on with the last half of my life,i need to work through my anger and rage, and i need a break from the tim,lol i'm gonna miss the muscular puerto rican tatted construction worker though,he told me last night that he's probably going back to PR at the end of the month,oh well bisexual puerto ricans are a dime a dozen another one will come along,anita you once said i was a tortured genius not i need to see if i can be a genius without being tortured,the only thing i worry about as i embark on this new adventure is that i'll lose my cutting edge wit,humour and panache,god forbid i should end up boring